20 weeks & 1 day. No hiding my bump in this outfit ☺
the principal at my school made an announcement yesterday that the girls need to start covering up and then i found this in the hallway
BOOM.
How could someone I love so much and want to be with so badly, treat me like I mean absolutely nothing to them? You would think the fact that I’m carrying their child in my stomach would mean something to them. My lack of sleep, overwhelming amount of stress induced panic attacks, loss of appetite and crying every day is not only taking its toll on me, but on his child too. I know I’m responsible for getting rest, eating healthy, and keeping my blood pressure under control, but why does he have to make it seem impossible? Despite being deceived by a man, only to find out after I got pregnant, was a 27 year old pothead with no motivation to make any sacrifices or deal with reality like a normal human being - I have tried literally EVERYTHING to make it work. I’ve compromised, sacrificed, lost complete respect for myself and lowered my standards. And still, nothing works. His friends and family hate me because he’s dishonest and tries to get everyone on his side so his behavior will continue to be enabled. No one really knows what’s really going on. I feel as though I’m entitled to have feelings (I know, crazy.. Right?) and that I’m allowed to be hormonal at times, and not have to be punished by more and more of his selfishness. I know this is all a huge mess and it’s what I deserve for being so wreck less about getting pregnant. However, I will never be able to comprehend why he has to make things so much worse. I want more than anything to just enjoy my pregnancy, focus on myself and my future with my daughter - I just need a push. I’ve never felt so weak and helpless. I’ve never thought I needed a guy like I do now and I know some day I will be the happiest person in the world - just me and my baby girl. I’m just having a really, really hard time accepting that things aren’t going to turn out the way I’ve hoped and planned. I need help.
My nephew decided that the Regular Show is too inappropriate for kids and wrote a letter to Cartoon Network haha
